Smile, Cry, and Laugh With Me

You're standing right in front of me. Yet you seem so far away. Every time you look at me, I feel my heart beat louder. 

Gravity pulls me towards your direction. I try to fight against it but resistance is futile for I already surrendered to you when I first met you. 

Do you see the intensity in my eyes? Why are you so kind to me when I push you away? You call my name all the time, yet I sound silent because I fear that I may appear to be weak and a hopeless fool. I am tempted to just call you so that I can only hear your voice. I want to dash to where you are now. I want to forget the world around me but I can't because you are my world. 

I am at a loss of words. You are amazing. You make me feel that I am worth something. You make me feel that this life is worth living. You make me feel alive. 

I am a fool for you. Go ahead. Laugh at me and just smile like the way you do. 

I am at a loss of words. I hear words from left and right all telling me to push you away and let you carry on. 

I guess some things are meant to happen, but not meant to be. I do not regret meeting you for you make me feel like the most happiest person in the world. 

I should be realistic and be honest with myself. Yet, the heart always hopes, huh?

Maybe one day our lives will join forces and our lifestyles will become in sync with each other's world. Until that day comes, I will just carry on, admiring you from afar. 

I adore you.